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Just Me..I am really struggling here.
Not seeing the light in day and being swallowed by the darkness of the night.
Voices pound my head incessantly and shriek shrill messages until my hands cover my ears to block out what I do not want to hear.
But it doesn't help they still find their way into my mindspace.
Screaming.
Shouting.
Cursing.
Laughing.
Mocking.
Oh how I hate what they do to me.
How can I be alive and still breathing when I am in so much pain.
This is not me all the time,  in fact I am just like you.
I walk, talk, see and breathe the same air.
But inside I am a twisted,  broken mess of emotion.
Looking f
My Secret Garden
Come with me to my Secret Garden, and do not be afraid
For here you will be surprised, by sights and scenes being laid
Faeries dancing beneath the moon, whilst elves sit tapping their feet
To songs and Tunes of fantasy, in this magical place we meet
And Yes it may be a Fantasy, but to me it is surely real
For what is there inside our hearts, enables us to feel
With hands outstretched I grasp the dream, and make it all my own
Remembering of such happiness, from whence all seeds are sown

Pixie Dust flowing along the wind, with beauty for all to seize
Catching glitter and dragonwings, such symmentry upon the bre
To RememberMy breath, is caught, within  a sigh
Remembering moments of days gone by
My Lovers found and passion spent
Of no regrets and friendships meant
Our souls entwined for evermore
The rhyme and reason, my heart to store

I see myself so fancy-free
Each day was filled with what was me
A woman in a world of hope
Of seeds to sow and ways to cope
With promise and the need to know
Adventures fresh with eyes aglow

I see, I saw, my eyes I close
my precious moments, in time I froze
I hear, I heard, now silence reigns
Of sounds and words, the fear that feigns
the truest part of who I am
Of
Cry not for mePieces of my heart,  scattered on the floor
To be entwined with yours, never more

My tears,  they drown my very soul
Each droplet spent, as they do roll
across the moments, that we once knew
now sadness reigns, where love once grew

I place a piece within my hand
and all I see is shifting sand

Of what we had, but is no more
mere yearning is all for me to store
Within my trinket box of dreams
Life is always, not as it seems

A blink in time can change it all
From euphoric to pity's call

A sound we do not want to hear
In most it brings the gravest fear
Of lovers found and then to part
Leaving scattered pieces,
I Dream, You Dream
Come pray with me for eternal bliss
Of laughter in dreams, and love's first kiss
To hope for days of everlasting sun
Of a bright new world that has just begun
Back in time when all was clear
A world without ego, judgment or fear
Unlocked doors and pleasures of purest simplicity
Of love between Them and Us and You and Me

I laugh,  a nervous laugh,  a dream I know
Of hidden complexities too scared to show
I guess somewhere,  somehow,  it once was
Shed with tears of memories, all but lost
Resurrect me not when I am gone, to keep me with you still
Hold me now, to your heart, until you've had yo
I Wish..
I wish..
Some-one would love me
I wish..
They really would
I wish..
Some-one would love me
If only they just could

For you see, it is not easy
When I cannot deal with trust
The pain and the betrayal
Has left a hardened crust
Upon this heart that beats so dark
The scars have left their tears
No place for me to run and hide
Away from all my fears

One day, melds with another
and leaves an empty space
No purpose in this life of mine
My dreams,  a forgotten place
I need to see the sun that shines
Within a friendly smile
To give me hope in tomorrow
and warm me for a while

For now, I must walk alone
My path an untu
A Soul's PassingPlace me not, within this ground
To hear no more, a mortal sound
Encumbered by earth, a twisted soul
Covered by death, in this devils hole

I scream, I cry, to no avail
A pity screech, a desperate wail
In this wretched place I be
No more to hear, no more to see

All mourners turn and walk away
Interned in darkness and forced to stay
This knoll is now my resting place
Dried tears are etched upon my face

Six feet under is now my home
No more to wander, no more to roam
A stone is laid upon my head
My body blanketed with a flower bed

Please visit me, although I'm gone
Our bodies wither,  but the soul lives on
In hearts o
Earths Whisper
Our name is sung upon the wind, in tunes we surely hear
With every breath the wind will blow, our destiny will be clear
The path of which our lives will tred, are long and filled with hope
Of many trials and travesties, are means of which to cope

See in yourself, what is meant to be, and who you really are
Care not for those who lead astray, and guide you to afar
The sands of time are shifting still and will for ever more
The tales of our Earths Whisper is hidden in folklore

The weathered pages of our books, are kept to show the way
From ages seen so long ago, to what is seen today
Without the land on which we live, we could not but
EpitaphA forlorn silhouette walks
Leaving footprints in the rain
Fading in the distance
Caught up in the pain

No tears will I shed
No screams will I cry
No mere words
Will seal this goodbye

Answers are few
The questions so many
Hidden within are
Dreams for a penny

No tears will I shed
No screams will I cry
No mere words
will seal this goodbye

A new day tomorrow
Will see me begin
To heal and forgive
My one burning sin

All tears I have shed
My screams I have cried
The words have been said
My love it has died..
SuddenlyGoodbyes said in too much haste,
with regrets in shades of grey.
Repressed anger and frayed emotion
with promises broken, for reasons only seen
through rose-coloured glasses,
on the faces of nameless people.

Days in monotone,  clouded with desire and
the hope of disquise, given by the marionette
with no strings.
Screaming the answers we need to hear, but
still the lonliness is felt, in a room filled with
bodies with no souls.

The acrid smell of desperation is so potent, as
to take away our breath, and leave us gasping
for the very air we breathe.
Saturated in the belief that torment is all encompassing,
and our fre
Whispers in the WindLife goes on midst whispers in the wind
Of where I'm going to and where I've been
All secrets stored in the memories made
The hello's said and goodbye's bade

Of friends once found and then to lose
In choices found and then to choose
Seldom seen of what is crystal clear
To haunt us yet within our fear

Of loneliness and the loveless still
To mask our pain against our will
A scent of purpose instils us yet
with courage and hope to see us let
us open our hearts to what is good
Our souls as spiritual as they should
Place us where we are meant to be
Amongst the glades of serenity

Each day a trial and triumph will
Beget of those wit
The Past
Skeletons of yesterday kept closeted
behind doors that lead to no-where
Life's cobwebs framing pictures holding
sneers on the faces of days gone by

Darkened corridors lit with waxen candles
dripping like festering sores
Ever mocking echoes in drafty attics
left to howl within the wind

The silence ever beckoning
giving pallor to one's skin
Creating a chill that seeps within the bones
casting frosty images in the mind

The musty smell of yesterday with
no promise of tomorrow
Speaking of memories pressed within the
walls crying out to be set free

Wasted moments and tattered dreams written
on parchment stuffed in forgotten dra
Simple AsWhat would you really wish for,
If wishes were real?
To shed hope amongst the people,
and this world of ours to heal
Give dreams to all believers
and light in every day
Guide us, who have forgotten,
and show them all the way..

Forget about possessions,
As they can implant greed
Could be something just as simple,
As a tree, a plant or seed
To give hope, to nourish and to show
That with a tender love
A garden will surely grow..

It is the same with humans,  
we really need to see
That beauty from within
is purest in majesty
The outside will age and fade
and forever be no more
Our heart it gathers love
and ins
Can you See me?My tears,  they fall so silently
No one to care or comfort me
To walk alone and wonder why
I always feel the need to cry

Confusion is heavy in my heart
I sigh out loud,  and play my part
Within this game,  that dulls my soul
and breaks my spirit,  which once was whole

I see no joy in every day
What once was there, has gone away
I seek,  but never do I find
What brings to me, my peace of mind

The shadows darken all my light
I seek my refuge in the night
To hide myself amongst my fears
To shed again my lonely tears..
Never ForgetSuch beauty that we can create
To heal our wounds and soul to sate  
Never ending wonderment in this world we see
Of colour and enchantment and timeless clarity
A touch of paint or words of hope
We see so clear the means to cope
Never doubt your spirit from within
That gives to us the courage to begin
The path that leads us to our sanity
Woven amongst all of humanity
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A lover's Dance
Oh my love let this dance begin
Of feelings sought and the warmth within
To start what we most surely feel
Our love and lust will yet reveal
Two souls alone but yet as one
A sensous tryst as yet undone

See me please as I do live
A gentle soul with much to give
My Passions raw and  senses sweet
Dreaming whence our love will meet
Heat and friction to the flame
Will ignite our temptous game

A gentle touch on skin so raw
Of beauty found and seasons flaw
Can not be found within our eyes
Spread beneath the bluest skies
Oh passion please ignite us still
To sate our love and get our fill

Your skin so soft and wa
Dedications............Waterspirirtjess
Through our darkest moments we are searching for a light
A comfort zone to dull our pain and get us through the night
Some sense is found and stored within
Our heart and soul to begin again
Of accepting who we really are and where our place will be
Of knowing our limitations and setting demons free
Let your aura be your guide and you will surely  find
The  peace and tranquility of  the body and the mind............

M.I.R.I.E.L
Friends can be found in unexpected places
Of different colours, shapes and races
The one thing true we all so share
Is our pure love and the gift to care......
Friendship Ties......Friends are found both far and near
To share a laugh or wipe a tear
We complete our lives and give so much
Remembering always to keep in touch

We fill a void when one is lonely
To gossip about our one and only
To share a joke or just a dream
Over coffee, tea or cakes with cream

We complain over gaining weight
Our husbands getting home too late
The kids and endless chores to do
Of wondering where our lives went to

We frown at wrinkles and the price of gas
Of Getting up early for Sunday Mass
The dog digging holes in the backyard
Of life in general just being too hard

But everyday we do it again
We ring each other to keep us s
Good Vs Evil.......They said that Today was the start of a better Tomorrow.
How would they know?
Had they been in my Yesterday's?
How did I come to be here?
So many questions and only me to answer them.
It started when I was just 18.
A wise-ass kid with too much bravado and running with a group of hoodlums who thought that life owed us a living.  
Petty crime came first and with that came the drugs.   
Pills of every description.  Uppers, downers, pills to make you laugh. to feel or maybe just not to feel at all.
Nothing was ever enough,  we tried everything.
It was like an evil was manifesting itself int
Nature's GiftFeed my hunger with dandelions, and perriwinkles blue
Of sunny days and fresh mown grass, all wet with morning dew
Birds on high in breezes swift, and clouds like fairies flossed
Leaves of every colour and hues in whirlwinds tossed
Icy streams in snowy fields, as cold as winter's breath
Fires warm and mallows roasted, in Mothers toasty hearth

Storms all brewing and tempests freed, to blacken yet the sky
Kites of many colours reaching , to hide in heavens high
Summer's rain or Winter's storm, as soft or in angers met
In trickles, or pelting with such force, pure beauty in nature set
Against the scene of country bliss. in shades of se
My kiss....Let me taste the wantoness of your kiss
so soft and pliantly yielding
To my touch my lovely sweetling
You will be forever mine

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Sweet Surrender

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A touch as soft as an Angels sigh
Caresses as pure as heart and soul
Sweet surrender with trust and no foreboding
Ever-lasting tenderness a gift so precious and rare
Warm lips and gentle fingertips
A life in the palm of one's hand

The Past placed in a memory box
filled with softness, smiles and tears
The Present written on pages of sunshine, the wind and rain
The Future seen in Dreams with anticipation, pure wonder and Hope
Wanting and needing but forever seeking
The secrets of what lies ahead

Temptations placed along the path
Of life and death and dread
Struggling with the fear of failing and feeling way too much
Tomorrows agony will not be seen until a memory is made
Stepping back so not to feel the heat of yesterdays touch
Plans for today so eagerly and tenderly  laid

Laughing with the wind in my hair
The sun upon my skin
Running forth without a care
No finish,  only now and always ready to begin
To see and hear and to say and know
Our thoughts placed into pockets of our mind
To be awakened and be seen........
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Such intensity in every waking moment.................

The amazing art is by :iconwaterspirirtjess:
An beautiful friend as well as talented artist..
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~waterspirirtjess Oct 26, 2009
You bring me to tears so easily with your beautiful poems, this is absolutely breathtaking....I actually lost my breath reading it, I think I FELT it more than read actually...that's what makes you such a good poet my dear sweet friend. And im always as honored when you use my art to go with it, I don't feel worthy at all.
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~LACYDRAWERS Oct 26, 2009  Professional Writer
You silly goose Jess.
If I had my way I would gather all your art and my words and create children books and have them published for all to see.
Your more poignant pieces would accompany my poems to fill the pockets of those who treasure emotional art...:iconbigheartplz:
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~waterspirirtjess Oct 26, 2009
Oh what a lovely lovely thought, that makes me smile with all my heart and face!!:love:
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~LACYDRAWERS Oct 27, 2009  Professional Writer
Keep smiling Jess, you never know what life may bring...:iconfloatingheartplz:
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~raven-interest Oct 25, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
very well done, i find a softness, a sort of fragility to this poem.. its soo light, like angelic :) its cool, like you've done well not only have you created such a feeling, but it was maintained throughout :) good work!
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~LACYDRAWERS Oct 25, 2009  Professional Writer
Thank you so much for your Beautiful words of kindness...:icon1stbutterflykiss:
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~raven-interest Oct 25, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
there will no doubt be more comments on more work, you have amazing talent!!
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~LACYDRAWERS Oct 26, 2009  Professional Writer
I am flattered that you are taking the time to read my poems...:icon99goodtimes:
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~raven-interest Oct 26, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
i read what i like, and they help me to learn how to write good poetry, and what is or isn't effective :)
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Mood: Love !sparkeyboy09 Oct 25, 2009
You know how much i love your work angel but im gonna tell you again anyway.Keep up the great work.(hugs).x
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