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Life..Irrational thoughts course through my head,
leaving me powerless in their wake.
Seen as a carefully planned scenario,
or an honest and careless mistake?
Each day just tumbles into the next,
no gambit to show the reason.
Raw innuendo's and falsehoods left,
as mentally pressed in treason.
Gallant yet in all we do,
showing fear in every step.
Laughing as a tear can fall,
in memories stored and kept.
All knowing, but not seeing,
the truth and what it holds.
Time is a well earned mentor,
yet as fickle and rare as gold.
Born of flesh, in death as dust.
This tenuous grip we strive.
An existence that we call life,
is merely our need to survive...
My Languid lullabyWrap me in your arms tonight
Come stay with me till morning light
En-mesh our bodies so they are one
and sate our lust till rising sun
Kiss me softly from head to toe
and find the places that you know,
will rouse me from this tousled sleep
My heart forever is yours to keep
Our love but once, so hard to find
together two souls, in space entwined
To be our bond forever more
In bliss we find our hearts to store
We linger a while before we sleep
Our words of passion in mind we keep
To remember love that holds us close
In memories when we need them most
Languid breaths within a sigh
lost in motion when said goodbye
Not knowing when we'll meet again
These lonely tears, like falling rain
A moment taken for what is seen,
a precious memory; a waking dream
Love is elusive, but not so rare
To share so openly, with hearts laid bare
Love's Sweet Lament..And yes, what I see,
That is you and is me,
moments in time, I can never forget.
To say what we feel,
all our wounds may we heal,
on a breath, so sweet with regret.
Love will then find a way,
to bring us a day,
filled with promise, yet still cannot be.
For I will ever be yours,
though far from your shores,
My heart will never fly free.
May your soul blend with mine,
throughout what is time,
and keep me within all your dreams.
We two that are one,
Under each setting sun,
Give creedence to what life it seems.
But cry not a tear,
and never do fear,
my being is nestled with yours.
On a gentle winds flow,
My voice you will know,
These words, I speak, you will hear.
So dream of me now,
Filled with hope and the how,
Of forever and lifes deep lament..
My love lost..Warm traces of September
Drifting in the breeze,
Thoughts of you resurface
To bring me to my knees
I dream you right before me
The wind within your hair
A smile upon your ruby lips
Our lives without a care
But then there came November
and the rain changed into snow
It made your heart as cold as ice
and beckoned you to go
We drifted and we parted
No longer two as one
Just looking back in sorrow
At what our love had done
From what was once so special
was now a tangled mess
Regrets and angst embedded
upon my wedding dress
You left me at the altar
On that cold November day
To stand so lost and lonely
While you went so far away
So here I am still pining
In this cool September breeze
Still thinking of my lover
Who brought me to my knees..
Simple TravellerI am a simple traveller
passing through this time
Leaving little bits of me
on mountains that I climb
No life is just a fairytale
although we wish it so
we dream of what is perfect
but live with what we know
Behind each door is magic
we need to see it clear
To find what makes us happy
and ward off what is fear
Each day, it is a blessing
we must live it to our fill
Is what our God has granted
in giving us free will
Be careful what you wish for,
as greed can leave its mark
To drag us from the light
and shroud us in the dark
Beauty is in the simple
in love and friendship true
As life will take you by the hand,
from buds to flowers grew
So be a simple traveller
and pass within this time
Leaving all what you do learn
on mountains you will climb
For others will walk behind you
and see what you have shown
To help realize the beauty
from buds to flowers grown..
The touch of you still lingers,
deep beneath my skin
Creating visions of your lips
and places they have been
I smile as I remember,
your body next to mine
Longing to explore me,
our hearts and soul entwined
I sigh in adoration,
of whom I loved the most
Yet this is not reality,
For you are just a ghost
I knew you once so long ago
and yet I hunger still
My mind still living that one day;
I guess it always will
For once a heart gives in to love,
so completely will it fall
To take you to euphoria,
where time will seem to stall
I live within my fantasy
and dream of how we were
I see you laying next to me,
not leaving me for her
I know that love is fickle,
but here I stay alone
trapped within my memories,
my heart has turned to stone
Never will I love again,
For all eternity
My mind is living that one day,
when you were close to me
No pity do I need,
No scorn for how I live
Trapped within my yesterday,
Praying to forgive..
My ColoursI saw RED today..
Painful stabs of reality hit me with such force that my breathing was slowed to the point of near asphyxiation.
I was standing here but I felt as though it was not me.
That, I was outside my body looking past my emotions, to what my eyes could see.
My heart had taken on a much faster pace and it felt too big for my chest.
My arms hung loosely beside my torso, no will left for me to reach out.
No words came from my mouth although I wished them too.
Silence reigned and acceptance was inevitable as you walked away.
I saw BLACK today..
Too many unsaid words, many regrets and a lifetime of whatevers.
Shrouded moments of such darkness that no-one would understand, unless they were there themselves.
Sadly though, we seem to experience these times alone.
We could be in a crowded room and yet feel so isolated.
The mind is all-powerful and can make us or break us.
We believe what we hear, and we mimic what we see, and these two actions are our destruction.
Following like sheep
Sweet Valentine..This cupid's arrow has found its mark
Shedding a light within our dark
To make each day much better spent
To guide us to the place we're meant
This hand to hold when feeling blue
A hug that's passed from me to you
Soft kisses to brighten up your day
A love that's shared in every way
Souls in tune to a song birds sing
A gentle comfort that love can bring
The melding of two into what's just one
A brighter glow to each days sun
These gifts of love we'll share complete
Upon this day when we will meet
Sweet Valentine will you be mine?
From this day forward, till end of time..
I Hear...At night I hear the trees cry,
The pretty flowers dying
A beautiful tragedy.
At night I hear the birds sleep,
The stars speaking
To my lonely heart.
When sleep finally passes
Night morphs into day
And I can hear the sun screaming.
The stars dissipate, the trees dance,
Birds awake from slumber,
And the flowers come alive.
The First TimeThe first time I saw your face my heart
Melted like divine chocolate melting
In the creases of my hands.
The first time we spoke I got butterflies
In the pit of my stomach and I thought
They were going to break free.
The first time I heard your voice I swear
I felt my heart stop in my chest; beating
Miles per minute skipping beats.
The first time I heard you say my name
A sense of warmth spread over me
From fingertips to my toes.
The first time we said I love you I felt
Like I had found the missing piece
Of my hearts puzzle.
Lonely At Ocean's BottomI've fallen to the oceans depths
Freefalling into the light
Won't you come join me,
It's getting lonely down here.
Brittle BonesYou seem so far away, a permanent distance
That aches me to brittle bones.
The moan and groan of joints
As I try to move fragile frame.
I told you just last night
That you'd never see me cry...
But I guess I fibbed a little
For I am crying into cheap wine
Wishing you were here.
UnfinishedMy body feels so untouched, needing and wanting.
Craving a brush of your fingertips against chapped crimson lips.
I need you and some how I can't forget you,
The memory of you carved into minds wooden dreams.
My heart screams silently wanting you here inside
It's bloody crannies and dull nooks.
Falling For YouI'm falling for you like
Rocks thrown into the ocean;
Hard and fast
Reaching bottom with a 'splash'.
Unexpected LoveUnexpected love on a rollercoaster ride
With ups, downs, twists, and turns.
Quickly Falling in love like the stars
Shooting across night sky; cascading.
Love so pure and innocent like a
New born child searching the world
With simple wonder.
Two hearts become one, beating in sync
To the music as love blankets itself around us.
In your arms is where I feel at home
Safe and warm from winter cold and memories past.
Missing LinkMissing link, missing piece
Took a lifetime to find it
And I found it in you.
It's in the way you speak,
The twinkle in your eyes.
It's in the way you hold me,
The passion filled sun kissed kisses.
Missing link, missing piece
You complete my broken heart.
The simple jagged pieces mesh together
Like they just belong.
The jigsaw now complete
With the addition of your heart,
Binded together with mine.
Forgotten..Too much: I say..
I do forget.
My memories gone:
filled with regret.
Where once I stood,
now weeds do grow,
as time moved fast,
now seems too slow.
My breath once warm,
now cold as ice,
A love once had,
at any price.
Of eyes so bright,
now dull with age,
A life now written,
upon this page.
Cast me not aside,
and remember still,
this woman lost,
against her will.
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